So recently, our pastors been talking alot about letting go and letting God take control of your life. Well at least thats what's been speaking to me recently. And everytime i hear it i think "I did let go. I gave God the problem and he'll fix it if thats what he needs". Then suddenly i realized i haven't givin God my problem. I keep saying i'll handle it i'll handle it. when the truth is I can't handle it. I'm a human being i can't handle the things that God does. I have a small arogant brain that thinks it can handle anything and not get crushed. When in all honesty the truth is i'm just holding on the problem thinking i can handle it.
I know i can't handle it and am truely trying to just let it go. Please pray for me during these tough times. And always remember holding on doesn't fix anything- it just delays the problem being solved.
-MJR
P.S. My birthday was on easter so i'm now offically a teenager! :)
Here's a helpful article on seeing through apparent problems.
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In my experience, God is already taking care of our lives, 100%. It's just the holding on that makes it seem otherwise, which is also why we suffer. In truth, without holding on, there can't even be a problem, only sensations, pictures, and sounds arising each perfect moment.
Here's the link
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