Truly letting go (No more holding on)

So recently, our pastors been talking alot about letting go and letting God take control of your life. Well at least thats what's been speaking to me recently. And everytime i hear it i think "I did let go. I gave God the problem and he'll fix it if thats what he needs". Then suddenly i realized i haven't givin God my problem. I keep saying i'll handle it i'll handle it. when the truth is I can't handle it. I'm a human being i can't handle the things that God does. I have a small arogant brain that thinks it can handle anything and not get crushed. When in all honesty the truth is i'm just holding on the problem thinking i can handle it.
I know i can't handle it and am truely trying to just let it go. Please pray for me during these tough times. And always remember holding on doesn't fix anything- it just delays the problem being solved.
-MJR
P.S. My birthday was on easter so i'm now offically a teenager! :)

Black Tattoo's are Breaking Me Again

Hey!! Sorry i haven't written in a while i've been busy. What have i been busy with? Well for starters choir. I'm singing a song (on my cross it's really cool!) and i'm in the choir. But more than that i've been busy with the play Alice through the looking glass. At plt for those of you who know what PLT is (pensacola little theater) anyway so Carley drives me to and from plt, and she introduced me too the most awesome band! It's called *drum roll* FM Static!!! they are my new favorite band!. So anyway so far my two favorite songs from Fm Static are Black tatto and Breaking me again.
Black Tatto: it's basiclly a song about show how we're christians and living Christ out just like a black tattoo. Show his love through your actions the way people would see this big black tattoo
Breaking me again:k Pretty much a song about God forming us the way he wants us. When we fall into presure then he's breaking us and molding the way he wants us to be.
And then theres Inside out. It is so amazing and it speaks for it self. Here are the links for all the songs:
Inside out:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WwkUIZaBxvU&feature=autoplay&list=UL3eRWrHl6RfA&index=24&playnext=7

Black Tattoo:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ml9Bl9yhBu4&feature=BF&list=UL3eRWrHl6RfA&index=21

Breaking me again:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDnw2-TEkUw&feature=BF&list=UL3eRWrHl6RfA&index=23
Love you guys!  Be safe!
-MJR